Worst fucking day today…
I have no creative drive left. Anytime I’m not in front of a computer, I can envision doing all these awesome things. Being the awesome fucking person I’ve always wanted to be. Then I actually sit down to, yanno, DO something and it’s like my brain refuses to function.
So frustrated, so over it, I want to be something more than what I am but my dreams are fading shadows and I’m too old and too stupid now to find a way to make them real.
I quit, I quit, I just cant.